Holes in your soul?

"...And sitting there before the window, I’m struck, a comet blazing across the empty dark of my life. All those years thinking I was saved and had said my yes to God, but was really living the no. Was it because I had never fully experienced the whole of my salvation? Had never lived out the fullest expression of my salvation in Christ? Because I wasn’t taking everything in my life and returning to Jesus, falling at His feet and thanking Him. I sit still, blinded. This is why I sat all those years in church but my soul holes had never fully healed...."

-- Ann Voskamp, "One Thousand Gifts: A Dare to Live Fully Right Where You Are" (p. 40). Zondervan. Kindle Edition.